Although my heart is saying Ethan isn't with Lena and wouldn't do that to me, the picture of him kissing her keeps flashing up in my mind. I really wish he didn't look so willing. I have a shower and try not to think about it. My laptop is open on my bed, I'm tempted to try and face time Ethan but have no idea what to say so I Skype Megan instead. It's only 7am in England but I know Meg gets up at 6.30am for university. She answers straight away.

"Hi Meg, that was quick."

"Hi Wand', I was already on...