"I can't imagine a Cameron like you describe it," Tanya said her voice not covering the surprise it caused her to hear everything that had been happening between Cameron and I. While shopping and having some girl time with my best friends, finally everything was going with the flow. Though, in the back of my mind, I was still uncomfortable to talk freely about my relationship with someone my best friend liked. Though Rocky still had a discomforting feeling in her, maybe because Cameron and Yael hadn't fixed their problems yet. Rocky loved her brother very much, but it was obvious she had no idea about his real feelings. Coming out to her, meant doing it for his family, and he wasn't ready for it. Rocky's tension towards Cameron was also transmitted to me. I didn't really know what to do or handle it.
"I still have my doubts believing it," I said feeling fussy at the memory of Cameron being gentle and loving. Just remembering how sweet he was to me made my heart melt. But then again, I had a history of being really insecure, and now that I had met his ex-girlfriend, the woman that played with his feelings, it beat me down. Though Cameron had said nothing about it, sometimes when I found him spacing out, it made me wonder so much about her.
"If I don't see it, I won't believe it," Rocky said, her voice not very interested in really knowing. I didn't mind though, that helped me not talk about him that much in front of her.
"Why don't we go and see it for ourselves?" Tanya suggested with enthusiasm. Rocky and I turned to her, not getting what Tanya wanted to say. Her eyes brightened with enthusiasm.
"Yeah, let's go to the Auto Shop, I bet all the guys are there," Tanya said obviously her enthusiasm wasn't because she wanted to see how Cameron treated me, but because Miles was definitely there. I rolled my eyes at how obvious she was sometimes. She shrugged her shoulder innocently.
"I don't mind," Rocky said not caring at all. I glanced at her with the corner of my eye. She was hard to figure out sometimes, but unlike her, I didn't want to hurt her feelings.
My first date with Cameron as a couple did had the magical moment I wanted, though we co...