What if all that you ever believed love was turned out to be true? What if love at first sight wasn’t just some silly phrase used in fairytales? WHAT IF love was as real as the blood that courses through your veins or the steady beating of your heart?

Then again; what if love is really nothing but pain and betrayal? What if all it ever does is shred you into pieces and leave you in the darkness to stitch yourself back together again...?

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“Thanks babe. That was great, as usual. However, you are getting a little loose down there… Maybe you should think about taking a break? I’m sure a pretty girl like you gets a lot of customers. I’ll be back next month when my wife leaves for her business trip.”

I just have to smile and nod… that’s all… don’t say anything else! Just smile and nod to the asshole… come on June… smile like ...

“Babe! Are we gonna go hang out today after school? I can make dinner!”

I was always trying so hard… trying hard to please everyone else around me without ever thinking about myself…

“Crap… sorry Lilly but not today babe… I have to run some errands… Maybe tomorrow?”

A few days have passed since that day… the Doc. Getting stabbed in the dick even made headlines… he didn’t say a word about me though or the letter I left him… Thank God for secrecy right? Anyways summer break is about over and I’ll be having to go back to school… I fucking hate school…

I decided that today I would go and watch the sunset… I’ve had a lot of time to think about the shit I did and I’ve even started looking for a real job…...