One More Time
My once in a lifetime love begun and ended in the same day, instantly. The happiest moment of my painful life was overshadowed by lies and the scars of his painful past. Cameron gave up. We both did, but I was determined to at least make it like it was before we got screwed up. It didn't matter how much I wanted to imagine or think about how Cameron felt, there was no way to takes his place and compared miseries.
Recalling the moments where he had the opportunity to take advantage of me, but he never did. Since the very first time we met, Cameron showed me the real him. That time he was sheltering Mimi, that was the caring Cameron. Listening to Angel by Sarah McLachlan, I hugged Mimi and cried for the nights and days, for all the time he felt alone. He was left alone. Just imagining his intense honey eyes, turning sad, sitting in his room, wondering about his mother, his love. Growing up scared of his father to come home and attack him for no reason. Tears rolled down my eyes at the thought.
Jumping out of bed, unable to sleep. It was 11:30 pm. The moon was brightly illuminating the night. The urge to talk to Cameron, to see him and to make him see that he wasn't alone, that he had his friends and me. I couldn't wait anymore. I wanted to give him hope, give something to fight for, and let him give me something to fight for. Mimi barked desperately noticing my discomfort, dialing his number on a whim. My heart dropped but he never answered.
Not giving up, I tried, again and again, there was no answer. Knowing that I wasn't going to be able to sleep all night, I dialed the one person that could ease my worries. Even when they beat each other to their heart content, ...