Growing up, I felt different out of all the kids. I don't know why but I just feel off. Felt like a mature being in a kids body. I don't understand why people are the way they are. I don't understand the need for anger and violence. Maybe one of the reasons why I hate watching news. And so because of that confusion, I grew up being cynical. I had trust issues. I don't easily trust people. I had very few friends. I do what my parents tell me to do because, literally they are the ones who I only trust. I took up nursing as per my parents advise, met my first love and my first proof of manifestatio...